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Wednesday, 24 February 2010

Now that I'm older, I realize that I'm not as happy as I used to be. Friends have come and gone, promises have been broken, mistakes made. We can't wait to grow up, but I really want to rewind a couple years and freeze. I don't want to graduate, I don't want this to exist as a memory. I want to wake up and experience it everyday.

yeah, but that's just it. I mean,
the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people.
you know? the nice guys who are right for you,
they never make your stomach queasy.

She was the girl who dreamed, who saw things how they were,but never really let it get in the way of her wishful thinking.She laughed and cried. She lived life to the fullest;With no intentions of ever turning back or regretting anything

Fifty Things:
1. Going to ISU in the fall :)
2. I have a scar on my chest from a breathing tube that was put in when I was born,
3. I think I have a clothing buying obsession
4. Best friends are hard to come by i've realized
5. I can only put only my makeup while watching tv or listening to music
6. I have dog named Cooper <3
7. John Deere makes the farming world go round.
8. Dr. Pepper is the best pop.
9. I want my grand parents to all make it to my wedding more than ever
10. Croussants and Coffee are two of the greatest things ever
11. I really like Star Wars
12. I'm going to school for Graphic Design
13. Dirt Track racing, nuff said.
14. Change sucks at the beginning but eventually it turns out perdy great in the end
15. I've lost 3 Uncles to Cancer
16. I daydream about what my funeral would be like often.. ik. odd.
17. I went to london england in 8th grade
18. Make believe is one of the greastest escapes
19. Disney movies equal awesomeness
20. I've always had a desire to be on the Real World so I can see how I really act with strangers
21. You never stop learning about life, but sometimes it doesn't matter how much you learn about something. It sometimes does no good.
22. Grew up on my grandparents farm and amidst the corn and beans
23. I HATE scary movies but I always wanna see um
24. The Beatles were one of the greatest and most influential bands of all time
25. Pictures capture the greatest memories
26. I'm really liking helping out at Banner Valley lately
27. My goat, has a name, it's Pyper, she's fat&cute&she likes it that way
28. She also thinks she's a cat
29. I will live in my house in Ely before I go to ISU. I will. I will.
30. It would be so great to have a great group of friends that bring with them no drama
31. I enjoy football al ot & NASCAR
32. Winter is something I dispise
33. But Christmas is my favorite holiday, I love all the holiday cheer :)
34. I would very much so like to ride a bull before I die
35. I want to grow old on a farm with my husband.
36. Bringing dip, of any kind, to any kind of social occasion where their is food will always make me happy
37. Gone in Sixty Seconds is my favorite movie.
38. I hope to make enough money in life to buy an Eleanor and ride in her with my mom
39. It's importnat to me that I stay skinny
40. My cousins are some of my bestest friends.
41. When I drink I really like Malibu with dr.pepper, pepsi, or orange juice. If that is unavailable I like rum and coke
42. I love buckle jeans
43. I'm always scared people will judge me by my truck or my house.
44. Don't insult my life or my upbringing or my parents or any part of my family. Becuase lets be honest you don't know shit about it unless your in it.
45. I considering myself very lucky and I try my hardest not to take what I have for granted
46. My dog Kay was the bestest dog ever :(
47. Rae and Holly have been my best friends since were 3. We've had our ups and downs but they aint goin no where
48. My dad is extremely scary when you meet him
49. I will most likely be exactly like my mother when im older. Which is rather scary to me.
50. If I die tommorow, I'll be okay with the life i've lived.

Sunday, 03 January 2010

Survey!
Welcome! Hey there
What shall I call you? Anna
Why are you taking this quiz? It seems interesting
Promise not to get offended? How offended could I really get?
Great! Any last words? Noo
Personal Life
How's life treaten' ya? Could be worse, could be better. I'm not picky anymore
Are you happy with your life right now? Eh
What could make it better, even if you are? Umm get away from this town, meet some new people, learn how to cook
Who do you live with? My parents for now
How do you feel about this? Not ridiculously great
Do you have a history of traumatic events in your life? Traumatic? Not really...
Do you have lots of friends? Sure
How do people generally perceive you? I have no clue
How do you generally perceive people? It depends
Are you a bitter person? I wouldn't say so
Do you easily get jealous of people? Not of just any person
Your Appearance
Do you think you are attractive? I feel conceded if I say yes, but most of the time I do
What is your favorite physical feature on yourself? My hair or my eyes
Why do you choose this, above all? Because I like how my hair looks, and my eyes are different than most peoples id say & green
What do you think of your eyes? I just told you
Do you like the person you see in the mirror? Sometimes.
Do you have a nice body? I think so
Have you ever been happy with your appearance? yeah
What about unhappy? Yeahhh
Do you think you're ugly? I don't think i'm ugly
Were you blessed with physical qualities? Well, I do have all my limbs, but as well i'm pretty skinny and I have long legs which is a plus
What 2 major things would you change about your appearance? I would like to be toned and...tanner probably but really I can do that if I want too
Why do you choose these two things? Because I think I would look and feel better if I were more toned and I like how I look when i'm tan too

Friends and Social Life
Let's be vague. In general, do you like people? Yes
Why or why not? I'm usually nice to everyone when I meet um and try to get to know um
Do you have a high or low tolerance for stupidity? in between, my best friends (including myself really) arn't the brightest when we drink
Are you acceptant of others' beliefs? Yes, absolutely
Do you think you have lots of friends? LOTS, depending on your deffinition, id say probably not
What do you think of the friends you do have? They're pretty great
Do you believe that 'friendship is golden'? umm...sure
Do you have a best friend? Yes.
How long have you known this person? I have multiple really, one the past 3 years the other basically my whole life :)
Are they like a brother/sister to you? Not really lol
Are you shy? Nah
Are you outgoing? Can be
Have you been hurt by people? Chyeaaa
Have you ever intentionally hurt anyone, physically or emotionally? Intentionally. No. Have I? Yes
Why or why not? Im far from perfect

Sex
First off, have you ever had sex? Yes
First time (if yes) ... Why not (if no)? Ex
Are you straight, bisexual, or homosexual? Straight
Are you sure? Positive
Have you ever experimented with the same sex? A kiss if that really counts
Did you like it (if yes) ... Why not (if no)? No lol I was drinking, it was a good laugh
Do you like sex? Very much so
Does it frustrate you when people talk about it? Nope
Is it a subject that makes you uncomfortable? Not at all ususally
(Touchy questions ahead.)
Do you think about suicide? The act, yes. Suicidal thoughts? no
Do you know anyone who has committed suicide? Only tried
How did they do it and how were you connected? No comment
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No
Have you ever been raped? No
Do you cut? No
What are your feelings on cutters? I don't exactly understand the satisfaction from it
Do you suffer from Clinical Depression? Nah
Do you have an STD? No
Have you ever taken illegal drugs? Yes
Why or why not? I wanted to try it
Do you smoke cigarettes or drink alcohol? Yes

Wednesday, 23 December 2009

Got accepted to Iowa State :)
I'm waiting to hear from UNI still but it really doesn't matter because i've perdy much already chosen.
I just gotta accept and than apply for housing and what not
:) i'm rather excited!!

Thursday, 10 December 2009

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath

Monday, 30 November 2009

You sucked me in and played my mind
Just like a toy you would crank and wind
Baby, I would give til you wore it out
You left me lying in a pool of doubt
If you're still thinkin' you're the daddy mac
You should've known better but you didn't and I can't go back

Oooh, life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back
Oooh, it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me, got this feeling that I can't go back

Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on...

Wish I knew then what I know now
You held all the cards and sold me out
Baby, shame on you if you fooled me once,
Shame on me if you fooled me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back
EPIC FAIL on plan get happy btw lol