Sunday, 03 January 2010

  • Survey!

    Welcome! Hey there
    What shall I call you? Anna
    Why are you taking this quiz? It seems interesting
    Promise not to get offended? How offended could I really get?
    Great! Any last words? Noo

    Personal Life
    How's life treaten' ya? Could be worse, could be better. I'm not picky anymore
    Are you happy with your life right now? Eh
    What could make it better, even if you are? Umm get away from this town, meet some new people, learn how to cook
    Who do you live with? My parents for now
    How do you feel about this? Not ridiculously great
    Do you have a history of traumatic events in your life? Traumatic? Not really...
    Do you have lots of friends? Sure
    How do people generally perceive you? I have no clue
    How do you generally perceive people? It depends
    Are you a bitter person? I wouldn't say so
    Do you easily get jealous of people? Not of just any person

    Your Appearance
    Do you think you are attractive? I feel conceded if I say yes, but most of the time I do
    What is your favorite physical feature on yourself? My hair or my eyes
    Why do you choose this, above all? Because I like how my hair looks, and my eyes are different than most peoples id say & green
    What do you think of your eyes? I just told you
    Do you like the person you see in the mirror? Sometimes.
    Do you have a nice body? I think so
    Have you ever been happy with your appearance? yeah
    What about unhappy? Yeahhh
    Do you think you're ugly? I don't think i'm ugly
    Were you blessed with physical qualities? Well, I do have all my limbs, but as well i'm pretty skinny and I have long legs which is a plus
    What 2 major things would you change about your appearance? I would like to be toned and...tanner probably but really I can do that if I want too
    Why do you choose these two things? Because I think I would look and feel better if I were more toned and I like how I look when i'm tan too


    Friends and Social Life
    Let's be vague. In general, do you like people? Yes
    Why or why not? I'm usually nice to everyone when I meet um and try to get to know um
    Do you have a high or low tolerance for stupidity? in between, my best friends (including myself really) arn't the brightest when we drink
    Are you acceptant of others' beliefs? Yes, absolutely
    Do you think you have lots of friends? LOTS, depending on your deffinition, id say probably not
    What do you think of the friends you do have? They're pretty great
    Do you believe that 'friendship is golden'? umm...sure
    Do you have a best friend? Yes.
    How long have you known this person? I have multiple really, one the past 3 years the other basically my whole life :)
    Are they like a brother/sister to you? Not really lol
    Are you shy? Nah
    Are you outgoing? Can be
    Have you been hurt by people? Chyeaaa
    Have you ever intentionally hurt anyone, physically or emotionally? Intentionally. No. Have I? Yes
    Why or why not? Im far from perfect


    Sex
    First off, have you ever had sex? Yes
    First time (if yes) ... Why not (if no)? Ex
    Are you straight, bisexual, or homosexual? Straight
    Are you sure? Positive
    Have you ever experimented with the same sex? A kiss if that really counts
    Did you like it (if yes) ... Why not (if no)? No lol I was drinking, it was a good laugh
    Do you like sex? Very much so
    Does it frustrate you when people talk about it? Nope
    Is it a subject that makes you uncomfortable? Not at all ususally

    (Touchy questions ahead.)
    Do you think about suicide? The act, yes. Suicidal thoughts? no
    Do you know anyone who has committed suicide? Only tried
    How did they do it and how were you connected? No comment
    Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No
    Have you ever been raped? No
    Do you cut? No
    What are your feelings on cutters? I don't exactly understand the satisfaction from it
    Do you suffer from Clinical Depression? Nah
    Do you have an STD? No
    Have you ever taken illegal drugs? Yes
    Why or why not? I wanted to try it
    Do you smoke cigarettes or drink alcohol? Yes

Wednesday, 23 December 2009

  • Iowa_State_Cyclones[1]

    Got accepted to Iowa State :)
    I'm waiting to hear from UNI still but it really doesn't matter because i've perdy much already chosen.
    I just gotta accept and than apply for housing and what not

    :) i'm rather excited!!

Friday, 11 December 2009


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    June 1st, 2006

    005

    December 11th, 2009

     

    Time difference?
    3yrs and 6 months and 10 days

    The first picture was taken in my Spanish class the last day of my Freshman year.
    The second picture was taken in my room, today.

    In depth difference? Yeah, lets break that down shall we...

    First Picture
    - Ignorant
    - Naive
    - My best friend was still Rachael :)
    - Virgin
    - Believed in everything and anything
    - No experience...with anything
    - Wanted to grow up
    - Kay was their :(
    - Jared lived at home
    - Never had alcohol
    - Never had a cigarette
    - Never smoked pot, I bet I didn't even know what it was
    - Never smoked shi sha, sure as hell didn't no what that was
    - Young(ger)
    - Annoying - Hello, Freshman
    - In Everlou house
    - Didn't drive
    - Jobless
    - Unaware of anything related to my families money or business (see ignorant)
    - My really good friends that year were Wes and Doylie..and Sarah
    - Shyish
    - Probably lower than Neutral in the high school food chain
    - Loved Art
    - Wanted something big to happen in my life, didn't matter what it was, I wanted excitement and to stir things up and just plainly wanted something to happen
    - Self conscious
    - Hung out most with Tanner, Holly, an Rae
    - Been to London

    Second Picture
    - Survived and Graduated from High school
    - Mature
    - College student at Kirkwood Comm.
    - Decided Major was Graphic Design
    - In Burr Oak house
    - Best friends are Rae, Sara, Kallie, Jenna, Jessi, Holly
    - Jared lives in Walford
    - Been drunk/drank Ide know how many times...
    - Had a Cigarette
    - Tried pot (hardly I took a hit once an I'm almost sure I didn't even do it right)
    - Smoked Shi Sha
    - Not a virgin..fo sho
    - Has plans
    - Fallen in love with 2 people
    - Rebelled
    - Experienced heartbreak, that was fun...
    - Did what I wanted
    - Lost and gained friends
    - Put up walls
    - Became closer to both my families
    - Have had 3 jobs
    - 3/6 of my best friends are in serious long term relationships
    - Rae let go, had some fun
    - Became friends with Jareds good friends
    - Lost friendships with Jareds good friends
    - Flirt
    - Confident sometimes, not others
    - Had high highs'
    - Had low lows'
    - Still in love with 1 person
    - Skeptical
    - Dove head first, and sometimes hit bottom
    - Went through teenage...shit
    - Found out what real hurt was
    - Got into the social circle of the community and my families place in it
    - Billy Moyer and races :)
    - Made enemies
    - Family issues with my parents and my brother
    - Met amazing and shitty people
    - Plan to transfer to Iowa State
    - Pyper :)!!
    - Walford - people, places, events,
    - Broken
    - Stress/Pressure
    - Responsiblilty
    - Achievements
    - Lived on the edge
    - Went against people I loved
    - Stood up for what I wanted
    - Regrets
    - Hopeful
    - Scared
    - Anxious
    - Experienced alot
    - Fought
    - Learned life lessons
    - Closer to my future
    - Can drive, got my truck
    - Jared and Jerilyn are still together...

    I could probably go on for forever if I let myself.
    My piont is a lot can change, and a lot can happen.
    Where will I be in another 3 and a half years?


Thursday, 10 December 2009

  • But down the road the sun is shining
    In every cloud there's a silver lining
    Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
    And every heartache makes you stronger
    But it won't be much longer
    You'll find love, you'll find peace
    And the you you're meant to be
    I know right now that's not the way you feel
    But one day you will

    You wake up every morning and ask yourself
    What am I doing here anyway
    With the weight of all those disappointments
    Whispering in your ear
    You're just barely hanging by a thread
    You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath

Monday, 30 November 2009

  • You sucked me in and played my mind
    Just like a toy you would crank and wind
    Baby, I would give til you wore it out
    You left me lying in a pool of doubt
    If you're still thinkin' you're the daddy mac
    You should've known better but you didn't and I can't go back

    Oooh, life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong
    Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back
    Oooh, it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
    Where I'm at, is my life before me, got this feeling that I can't go back

    Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on...

    Wish I knew then what I know now
    You held all the cards and sold me out
    Baby, shame on you if you fooled me once,
    Shame on me if you fooled me twice
    You've been a pretty hard case to crack
    I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back

    EPIC FAIL on plan get happy btw lol